Pseudologia Fantastica: Home

Home yang kali ini mau gue bahas bukannya ini

ataupun ini

tapi home yang ini itu lebih ke.. home yang sebenarnya home is where the heart is. where we feel comfortable at. where we rest our tired bones.

jadi hari ini itu sebenernya adalah wisuda kakak kelas gue, invention. theyre ok but theres this one-very-special-person yang bisa bikin gue nangis ga stop sampe gue pulang kerumah. jujur banget gue nangis ga stop karena yang bisa gue pikirin cuma kemungkinan besar gue gamungkin ketemu sama ini kakak kelas lagi dan dia bakal lupa sama gue. dan setiap hal itu terulang lagi dipikiran gue gue langsung otomatis nangis lagi karena gue gamau beneran gamau.

#she's gone by the bird and the bee

"Everybody's trying to tell me what is right for me, yeah

But it's plain to see that they can't comfort me

I think I got the strength to carry on, yeah

Now it's up to me, what will be?

She's gone, she's gone

Oh I better learn how to face it

She's gone, she's gone

Oh I, oh I

I'd pay the devil to replace that she's gone"

~~agak~~ super engga rela mau pisah sama kakak kelas gue eh salah deh. gue engga mau pisah sama bunda gue:( ya bunda. orangnya super caring, baik banget, cantik bgt parah lagi ih badai deh bete hahahaha pinter lagi-_- tapi gue gatau kenapa gue nyamaannnn bgt kalo ngobrol sama bunda gue tersayang ini. dan gue sedih banget takut dia lupa sama gue dan gaakan pernah ketemu lagi. yeah i know that i'd better learn how to face it tapi gue mau ngabisin kesedihan gue di hari ini. (mungkin sampe minggu depan.. ga deeengg bun paling sampe besok atau lusa)

#Home - she&him

"California is a great big nation of one

They never knew what they wanted till it was already gone

What do they do with the light in the morning when they wake up alone?

They just go home

It doesn't get better than home, now, does it?

Doesn't get better than home, now, does it?

i wanna be where your heart is home"

"They never knew what they wanted till it was already gone" thats deep. giliran gini gue kangen banget kangen kangen kangen banget. pas masih sering ketemu gue biasa aja. dan.. kalo seseorang udah ga di depan mata lagi kita baru sadar mana yang bener bener berharga yang harus dipertahankan. "home" yang sebenarnya. apalagi pas "it was already gone". "What do they do with the light in the morning when they wake up alone? They just go home" yes indeed they'll go home. emangsih kita engga segitu seringnya curhat bun cuma sekali/dua kali itu meaningfull bgt buat aku. well.. it doesn't get better than home now does it?? ;)

#Home - Gabrielle Aplin

"'Cause they say home is where your heart is set in stone

Is where you go when you're alone

Is where you go to rest your bones

It's not just where you lay your head

It's not just where you make your bed

As long as we're together, does it matter where we go

Home home home home"

yes. i do feel that way abt you bun. dont know why but i just do. thank you for the amazing-marvelous-super-spectacular-ultra-neo-greatest-the best-2 years that youve given me. thank you for everything. literally thank you:) makasih yaa kenang kenangannya buun!!!!! makasih catetan kelas 12nya!!! makasih atas segala galanya bun. makasih bgt! TOLONG JGN ANEH ANEH! i wish you nothing but good luck and great things ahead of of you.